Again Idle thoughts

I have observed that whenever there’s a call for donation to construct a grand religious place, billions of rupees are collected enough to construct a temple the size of  big city.

But call for donation to construct a homeless shelter, not enough is collected to construct bare walls

Let that alone, if an old faithful maid / driver asks for loan (and not donation) for a child or spouse’s treatment  or a child’s study, the mind starts counting the pros and cons .

One has buckets of milk to bathe the idles of wood, stone and mud but not an extra slice of bread for the starving and hungry

I have also observed that as our status and finances improve our willingness to give decreases

in simple words as we become richer our hearts become poorer

Idle thoughts

Life’s so strange

suddenly it starts to change

One moment we are on top

and next moment from a peak we just drop

Just thinking

We are being prompted again and again to give up our LPG subsidies for the benefit of the poor and the needy. I am wondering by poor and needy do they mean MLAs and MPs. How many of them have given up their subsidies or ration quotas. Why do they need canteen subsidies. In the parliament canteen they get 5 star quality food less than the rate of a roadside dhaba. Are really they so poor.

So the conclusion is they are the real poor and needy

Just wondering


When I was just out of college I wanted to be a working woman and disliked to be at home mom or a housewife. Now I am just that what I disliked;  whether out of laziness or necessity that’s a different matter. Does that mean I’ve become a nonentity or a useless person.

Should all ladies come hail or fire continue working despite all problems.

Because problems after a while are all solved and everybody forgets why you had to leave the job even your husband and then start the  self doubts and unseen SCARS on your heart caused by barbs of your supposed loved ones where you are asked what you have contributed to this family and the house, Is staying at home and taking care of family so useless Then why a women who works and earns as much as her husband or more considered a failure when her house is unkempt, the elderly not taken care of and children run wild.

Why a woman only has to bear the scars of failure or has God failed somewhere as he didn’t give the superpowers to women